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A 95-Year-Old Poet Finds Her 'You
Can't Drive Anymore, but You Can Still Write'; By
Lucette Lagnado, Wall Street Journal
At 95, Anne Porter has senior moments, like finding a ticket that says "Keep This Ticket" in her purse and having no idea what it was for or how it got there. It is one more frustration of getting old, along with relying on a walker to compensate for an uncertain gait and wearing oversize glasses to reinforce fading eyes. Mrs. Porter also finds inspiration in these setbacks, and that has helped to launch an unlikely, late-blooming literary career. That mysterious ticket, for instance, inspired this poem: I
keep it carefully "Anne Porter is a marvelously talented poet who has not yet received the recognition that is her due," says Mr. Lehman, who praises her work for its "literary simplicity and directness." Asked why she keeps writing poems through her 80s and 90s, Mrs. Porter responds that art may be the only pursuit that old age can't wreck: "You can't sing anymore, you can't dance anymore, you can't drive anymore -- but you can still write," she says. Poetry is a field filled with productive
old people. Stanley Kunitz, the American poet laureate who died in May at
the age of 100, was writing poems and being published till the end of his
life. The late Polish poet Czeslaw Milosz received the Nobel Prize when he
was nearly 70. John Ashbery, recipient of the Pulitzer Prize and the
National Book Award, is prolific at nearly 80. The new Mr. Hall muses that some elderly poets may find the medium well-suited to the rigors of old age: "Poems are made for other persons to read but made out of silence and solitude, and perhaps there is more silence and solitude in the world of the old," he says. Mrs. Porter has developed a knack for chronicling the rigors of old age with biting verse, as in "Old in the City": You stay away from doctors, She has done readings at Canio's Books, a
literary hangout here in Sag Harbor, at churches, schools, libraries and
at downtown Mrs. Porter was married to the artist Fairfield Porter, considered one of the greatest American painters of the 20th century. After he died in 1975, she found life on her own difficult, especially as her health declined. She lived with her youngest daughter for years. When her daughter married and moved out, Mrs. Porter suffered several crises. "I fell downstairs twice," she says. Alone and increasingly vulnerable, she decided to sell her home and move into an assisted-living community run by Quakers. She was all set to go when her daughter and son-in-law offered her another option: come live with them in a nearby town, not far from the home she owned for decades with her late husband. They built Mrs. Porter a separate wing with vaulted ceilings, giving it the look and feel of a cathedral. In one sun-drenched room, they set up a desk and workspace and hung paintings and drawings by her late husband. In the space opposite the desk, they placed her favorite painting of all, of her late son, Johnny, who died in 1980. One of Mrs. Porter's most acclaimed poems, written when she was in her early 70s, is a lengthy homage to her late son, who suffered from what she believes to be either schizophrenia or autism: Though your shoelaces were hardly ever
tied And for years your times at home were
so short and so far apart Mrs. Porter says she usually thinks about a poem and outlines it in her mind, and only then begins to sit down and write. She prefers scribbling verses on stray pieces of paper -- backs of envelopes, old invitations, whatever she finds at hand. Only when she has a final version does she sit down and begin to type it up. Shunning computers, she works on an ancient manual typewriter belonging to her late husband. It is hard for her to walk, so she stuffs a pouch attached to her walker with notes and drafts and rolls it around from room to room. After her 1994 book, she published
"Living Things" this year. It contains the poems from her
earlier collection and 39 new ones. This year, her publisher, Zoland
Books, now an imprint of Steerforth Press in Being able to live with her family has helped her with her poetry, she suspects. "I feel sheltered. While I am in bed, I can hear them laughing and I know they are good," Mrs. Porter says. She adds: "Institutional life is a little chilling to a person's imagination." Born in 1911 to a family of Boston Brahmins, Mrs. Porter remembers writing poetry as a child of 7. She attended Bryn Mawr and Harvard, but dropped out of both. After her marriage, she raised five children and quietly continued writing. The marriage was stormy, she and others recall. Mrs. Porter led her life in the shadow of her husband. "There was a lot of hospitality -- cooking, plus raising five kids and she had her hands full," says Elizabeth Porter Balzer, her daughter. Whatever poems Mrs. Porter wrote, she wrote on the side. She only threw herself into her own work as an artist after her husband died. "I remember realizing that I was alone, and I'd have to be more organized," she says. "I had these poems, and I thought that it would be worthwhile working on them. I started to write." In the mid-1990s, David Shapiro, a poet and art critic decided to help Mrs. Porter find a publisher for her work. "I thought that she was hiding in an Emily Dickinson way," he recalls. Mrs. Porter received a $1,000 advance from Zoland. On a recent weekend Mrs. Porter read from
her newest book at Sacred Hearts of Jesus & Mary, a Roman Catholic
church in She and her daughter took turns reciting "For My Son Johnny," as some in the room grew misty-eyed. Afterward, lines formed and she
greeted old friends who came up to embrace her and get her autograph.
Finally, exhausted, she headed home with her daughter. "People don't use their creativity as they get older," she said. "They think this is supposed to be the end of this and the end of that. But you can't always be so sure that it is the end.
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